I try to let it all out- the fear, apprehension- at the gym and posting here. So far I think I'm doing a pretty good job masking it from my W.
I'm glad you told me that. That is one of the purposes of this board, but I get concerned when I know one of the LBS are hurting so much. I'm a fixer at heart and even though I have learned that we can't fix these things for people.....it doesn't stop me from caring about what they are facing. When I see a person who has tried as hard as you and the WAS just doesn't open the eyes to see what they have.......but then I have to remember that "I" was the same way. I will tell you this much, I found myself again, so I believe it is possible for your W. I don't know at what point and I wished it would be when she comes back from camp. But, you are thinking very smart, and you will make it....with or without her. It will certainly be her great loss if she doesn't wise up!
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
