Because I have not given up, she says she is done and with her mentality it would be easier if I would give up and let go. But she is so back and forth lately I couldn't tell you where her mind is. She doesn't keep from telling me that she wants the divorce and the waiting to see after she moves out is just simply because I had recommended it for both of us. Right now, I am backing off of filing myself now that I am calming down, venting here and writing back and forth is calming my mind. But I know it will be a sleepless night again.
