I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[Gardener]

Hey, Beep, Stay strong. Go back and read some of your recent posts of your progress and recent fun times with friends. call one of them. call your counselor or whoever your contact is and see if you can move appt. up or get an emergency appt./session.

With one of your friends, alone, or on this board write down every single conceivable, possible idea for getting you out of that toxic house - no matter how wacky, far-fetched "not do-able" - just keep writing and see what your mind and heart and strength come up with. If you were thrown out of that house tonight, what would you do? Do that.

And know that you have a support system here that cares about you and will read/listen/respond to anything you say, feel, or scream.

Make promises to that girl in the mirror, but don't let her lead or guide you. The hurt girl in the mirror needs you. But first you gotta get her sticky hands off the steering wheel and tell her you'll handle it from here.

Love and hugs to my very good Beepster!