he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

seriously! it so annoying, as if i need anything else to deal with!

just got in, h called while we were out and just tried again...i let son answer...im amused that he keeps calling, if he was so angry with me, wanted nothing to do with us, he wouldnt call, he would just let son call him when he wanted to...

i do much better until the phone rings, its a reminder that he is calling from somewhere, not from work (still dont know if he is hiding a job) and it reminds me that he isnt home.

but overall, i really think im pulling it all together. i really do. i have my moments but im hanging in....im just so happy my credit is ok, i was approved on the apt with no help from anyone and thats a big deal because h couldnt get one right now! he cant anything unless he uses cash, and without a job, well, he doesnt have that either!