I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

The only thing I can tell you is that the more you concentrate on you and your life and getting to your next goal the easier it will get.

I know but it's just SO hard to get to that point and I feel like living here is hindering my chances of getting there soon.

Frankly, you family situation sounds very toxic to me.

Its beyond toxic, my C thinks so too and she's really pushing me to get out and I need to because I can't survive in this environment anymore. I can't go out more often with friends because they all work an hour away so I can only see them on weekends. Haven't gotten a bike yet since I don't have the money to purchase one, and theres really nowhere to go thats within walking distance here. walking around the neighborhood is getting old. I can't crash with any friends either, they all have their boyfriends and fiances and it just wouldnt happen. I'm constantly trying to find a place that doesnt do credit checks but its very hard to find one.

I'm going to keep thinking about other ideas for you to pull out of this.

thanks so much mishka, I need al the ideas I can get!!