I was reading through your posts and will say a couple of things...
I am proud of the choices you have made thus far...
I agree that it feels callous...I feel the same way however just remember this is for your/my protection...
You don't have to demonstrate the changes to anyone - They are for you...
If people come around, they will notice the changes...
You aren't making changes to prove a point, you are making changes for the new Mac, your new life with or without her.
Here is a song for you - For all of us...
Lynyrd Skynrd Broken bones, broken hearts Stripped down and torn apart A little bit of rust I'm still running
Counting miles, counting tears Twisted road, shifting gears Year after year It's all or nothing
But I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left No there's so much that's been stolen
Guess I've lost everything I've had But I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive I'm still unbroken
Never captured, never tamed Wild horses on the plains You can call me lost I call it freedom
I feel the spirit, in my soul It's something Lord I can't control I'm never giving up While I'm still breathing
I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left No there's so much that's been stolen
Guess I've lost everything I've had I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive Still unbroken
I'm still unbroken Still unbroken
Like the wind, like the rain It's all running through my veins Like a river pouring out into the ocean
I'm out here on the street But I'm standing on my feet Still alive, still alone Still unbroken Yeah!
I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left Lord there's so much that's been stolen
Guess I've lost everything I've had But I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alive, still alone Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive I'm still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive Still unbroken
I'm still unbroken I ain't never going down I'm still unbroken Ohh
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
