#65 finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[RefuseToLose]

Sunshine,

You said exactly what I was trying to say:

I am accepting I cant help him, I cant do anything for him, he has to do it for himself.

It is completely up to him, which is the hard part.

Others can see what is wrong, but until the individual themselves can see it, there's not a damn thing that can be done.

Great stuff w/the jewelry! You said you have pictures on FB, right? I'll check it out for my GF.

RTL

[kat727]

Yea, keep hopping on the jewelry front. What a great release for you and a nice way to make some extra dough! Well all this change I am feeling can't just be for Leo's can it?? You must be feeling a bit of it too.

I will keep trying to catch you on the alt. Princess Sunshine

kat

[BobbiJo]

Hey Lady!

Just checking in on you, feel like I have hardly been around. Funny how when we are newcomers we can post a dozen times a day and now I will go days without any 'real' news. I suppose that is progress in itself, though.

I tried to see jewerly pics on fb the other day, but couldn't find them. I shall look again...

[mishka422]

You're totally right BBJ. We disappear for days at a time now since we're busy living life instead of letting the situation consume us. That is progress.

Hugs and love to you K!

[Kalni]

I am not so sure I feel things changing Kat. I feel things SHOULD change. I KNOW the road ahead will be very very hard for me, but I think it is time to change things.
K

[Gypsy]

Hey, Ms. K..

Have I told you how incredible you are recently?

You bring a smile to my heart. Thanks for being my friend.

*hugs*

[lodo]

Hey K,

just bopping in to say hey. thanks for always chipping in here or on fb and making me smile

change is good. change is always good. "The reasonable man adapts himself to the world; the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself. Therefore, all progress depends on the unreasonable man." -George Bernard Shaw

lodo

[Kalni]

Hey lodo,
sounds like the definition of insanity though. "Keep doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results..."

I have tried different things so far just to reassure myself I am not insane. But lately, I have fallen back to my previous routines and mode. I really dislike myself with all the bitereness and frustration right now. John told me yesterday I should stop blaming H and "woman up" and be resposnible for myself. I've been thinking about that. My casanova friend is right (for once-LOL). Sometimes change is coming and cant be avoided or hindered.

My son spent all last night throwing up. It seems he got he virus from my D. Now.., all I need is to get it too and lose some weight .

H came over to babysit, I am going to work for three hours only today. I am upset when I see him. Cant stand him. This super dedicated father role he is playing is getting on my nerves.

Anyway, life is good.
Thanks Kathleen for your nice words. Right back at you.
K

[MichelleLT]

Too bad he can't be the super dedicated husband too.

But to make time for that he'd definitely have to quit a job lol.

(((Kalni)))

I'm glad he's spending more time with the kids. It is definitely good for both him and them.

[RefuseToLose]

Sunshine,

Your words seem to spell out what you need to do for yourself and your kids.

The 25th needs to get here quickly, I'm afraid.

RTL