Can it get any worse?

[glamgirl]

Ok no word yet. H did not show in the am yesterday. I had to rush out and get s20 to help with the kids. Of course, I was concerned, shaking, had to go to work. Meetings all day that I couldn't get out of. How could I even focus at work. Wondering what happened to my h.

Later in the day he did call and said he was on his way to the house. He said he overslept. At least he was ok. I was so worried something had happened to him.

I haven't been able to reach the sheriff. I will try again later this evening. I am still scared to get that news whatever it might be. Another barrier to cross. God give me strength to deal with whatever it is.

I keep my personal life private from work. Nobody has a clue what I am going through. I am sure they just think I have this happy life with my h. I prefer it that way. I am a private person and don't want my dirty laundry out there. That is why when the sheriff comes knocking I am just like please make this all go away. He probably drove up in his squad car and advertised to the whole neighborhood. How lovely!