Not sure if this is MLC but...

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I haven't posted too much over the past few days since H has been out of town, and there's not much new going on in my situation, and just trying to get ready for the baby and eat as much of my parents' food as they're willing to share

I did talk to H the other night, and the convo was a little different...

Me: I really want to pick up a six-pack of 802 on the way home from the hospital. I can't wait to be able to enjoy a beer again.
H: I can pick that up for you.
Me: That's really sweet of you.
H: I'm a nice guy.
<crickets chirping. I think I laugh nervously.>
H: Well, for a douchebag.

I can't remember what I said - it definitely wasn't "You're not a douchebag" But I should have said that the first step of douchebag recovery was admitting it!

Also, we were discussing his upcoming ETS out of the national guard, and I said that it was a good experience for him for a while, but obviously the stress placed on him on top of his civilian life was too much for him. He said "Yeah, I think my schedule is a big reason why things are the way they are right now." Um, yeah? You mean it's not because marriage is crap?

So, maybe he's actually been thinking? Not that I care or anything