In Limbo

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25yearsmic: Last thing I would have expected 3 months ago that I would be on this site. However, glad I am here. I would like to see more success stories. Seems like alot of people like me hoping, trying, praying this pain ends. I have told her about the books. I will stop today....Like I said to sandi, I have been doing alot of things wrong. Hope is all I have at this point. It just sucks that if it doesn't work out, I will have to see this woman weekly for the next 11 years...I do still love her terribly. Rejection is one of the worst things to go through. I just have to do my best to be strong everyday. I am definitely looking forward to being happy again. Thanks...