I'm afraid to initiate, I don't want to push her away, and to be honest, I don't know how I would handle the rejection if she wasn't receptive.

Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.