Maybe when I stop trying, things will turn around. That always seems to be the way. I should just stop trying, but instead try to make myself feel better. Stop caring everytime anything about him comes up, stop caring about who he adds on MS and FB, girls, girls and more girls, stop caring about his work, stop caring about his living situation, stop caring about whether he loves me, stop caring about whether he will ever contact me, just stop caring about anything that has to do with him. Just care about me instead.
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stop focusing on him. You can't control him, and you don't want to!