I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

So i just got a text message from a girl asking me if i was available for friday. I don't know who she is.

But my phone number is now H's former number so I've been getting all his calls and texts. Turns out she's a girl from a really high profile tv show asking him if he's available to shoot this friday.

I was debating whether or not I should tell him, he's worked on it before a few times and it's actually one of the biggest shows on tv right now. But I figured, he's the one ignoring me. Why should I tell him? He wouldn't tell me if he got a call for me.. he wouldn't even come visit me when I was in the hospital. So why should I tell him this right? I feel like such a b*tch for doing this. But why should I feel that way? I'm not doing anything wrong I don't think.

I still care so much for him and want him to do well in life and I feel like if I don't tell him this, his career will suffer. But he didn't care about doing anything that would affect me negatively so I feel like I should do the same but then again, I want to be the better person.

No, I can't tell him. He doesn't even care about me so I why should I care? Because I love him..AGHHH