T, I am a little concerned for you. I see you analyzing and spinning a bit. I hope you dont mind me saying it, but its because I care.

Go back to basics. Do what is best for you. Be positive and light. Show that you are moving forward because you really ARE, right?

Dont get bogged down in what she means, what it all means. Just continue to live your life because I fear that if she is peeking out, she might get scared back in if she feels any kind of pressure that you are thinking she wants back in. If that makes any sense.

Hang in there.