I know your pain is the same, I hope I didn't come off like it wasn't. I didn't mean it that way at all! I meant the age thing, you at least will have people that want to go out with you and things like that. I just meant that it is tougher for a person at my age.
I'm trying really hard with the going out thing and I know that you are right as far as the GAL.
I'm just really scared now that it has been too long and too many lies that he told for him to want to come back.