I hate this stage. This is the toughest few days I have ever had in my life. I have never been called so many names, told to F off so many time is my life, and in the end of all of it, the last text I get of the night has a I'll always love you attached to it. And now I feel like am being the bad guy. I didn't choose this path, this one was gift wrapped and handed to me with no choices involved.

Just when I think I am truly finished with fighting, I don't want to be finished anymore, and I want to fight harder.

Orich, I am so sorry to hear that she sent you a letter like that. That had to be crushing to your spirits like no other. I am glad to hear she at least made an attempt to rescind it. I wish you the best in all of this. I just looked back into your sitch, and hope things can continue to improve for you.


Edited for your protection.