the reason it would seem to be confusing for others to follow is cuz it is as confusing if not more so for me to follow.
The best way that I can summarize things between me and my darling is to say that I am trying to remain consistent whenever I can and in the ways that are important to be consistent in.
Something (or more like someone ..eaahmmmm ..SMW)tells me though that I may need to alter/adjust my demeanor and intensity around my darling.
So I am trying to remain consistent on some things and to adjust some other things. She would appear to be teetering on edge of something ..or maybe she is no longer teetering. Guess I am not very perceptive.
