Hi future, I have been availible to him basically whenever he contacts me. I was on facebook earlier today, I hadnt intended to talk to H today, but he found me on there and started a chat, I cut it short, I so did not want to because I have a big project going on at work tomorrow that I wanted to tell him about.

I feel like I am still really hopeful, but still guarded because I guess I dont expect him to be brave enough to try again. I was talking to a friend last night about it and I really think that thats what its going to come down to.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...