Cautiously Optimistic

[Done in VA]

I truly do not think he was MLC. I think he is just a man w/o b@lls. A man that held in his resentments over the years. Yes, he says he tried to tell me his issues by saying, while bickering, it's not what you say, but how you say it. Who doesn't say that while they are fighting?

Do I really want to be with a man w/no b@lls? No, I want a man I can respect & my respect for H has disappeared just like I hope he does soon. He is a shell of a man who holds in his emotions, lacks communication skills & is completely selfish. Why do I want to fight for this? Maybe I will feel different in the morning, but I really think it is time to push forward with my life. I am young, smart, fun, likeable & attractive. I have lots to offer & will have no troubles finding someone new. Heck, maybe I will meet someone with boatloads of money & I will be rich AND with an awesome guy. H is not that attractive anyways, never thought he was...maybe I will find a (okay so my list is long):
Christian
smart
funny
attractive
fit
rich
stable & knows how to communicate
unselfish
MAN w/no kids (who doesn't want any of his own & is content w/mine) and who does not have tattooes.

That's all I'm asking for...is that so much?

Someone else can have H & his precious little mask...