The crying spells have been really bad today.
Haven't been able to stop. Tried to do some physical activities. Still kept crying. Feeling really hopeless right now.

Maybe I should try to sleep now and hopefully feel better tomorrow but I took a long nap earlier because I was crying too much. I'll try to sleep now anyway. Wanna crawl under the covers until everything goes away. Not liking this feeling.

Looking forward to a brighter day tomorrow.


Me: 25 years young
H: 37
No Kids
M: almost 3 years (anniv coming up Sept 25th)
Together: 4years
Bomb: June 12th, 2009

**LOVE WILL FIND A WAY FOR TWO FOOLS IN THE RAIN**