Seems that GF and I are finito! She has lied repeatedly and stood me up without contact or an explanation. She didn't contact me for almost 3 weeks and then she texts me nasty s**t.
I was nice in my replies but i'm angry at how i've been treated and used. I also found some pretty disturbing stuff in her belongings that are still at my house, i.e. (5 broken crack pipes)!! They were broken from use and still had residue in them. Along with that i've found out she's been sleeping with a very nasty drug dealer, someone she use to say repulsed her.
Even though I need to run from her it still hurts when I think of the person I met and who she was. The meth has turned her and she can't see it. SAD!
On another note, the XW and I do still talk a bit and I like it. She is still in a R and it's the 4th one since we've D'd. She goes through them. This one has been going on for about 10 plus months, I understand.
Funny thing is I think of her quite a bit and I suppose it's because of loneliness. I miss companionship.
New happenings in the fact i've decided to go back to college again, GAL baby!
Sad note; I just learned yesterday that my fathers cancer has come back. He had been in remission for 11 years. This time it's terminal. 3 months or less i'm told.
It has been a very bumpy ride this past few years and I don't see the pavement yet. I'm keeping my seat belt on!
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Me 48 X's vary S 27 S 18 Back with high school sweety after 30 years..
