Before I get bombarded by Biblical scholars, I realize I have conflagrated the Ebeneezer story with a few others ... but the point is the same. It is a recognition of God's help and deliverance. And its a reminder that I'm not going to be abandoned, which just happens to be my big life issue.
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Have you read the thread I pointed you to yet?
Yep. Good stuff.
Sanity has returned. I'm all set to move out tomorrow. Moving in to the new place on Thursday. I'm taking two days off of work to get this taken care of. I keep reminding myself that I had been planning this before the D bomb as something that is healthy and needed for me. I just get ambushed by my emotions sometimes. In my more lucid moments, I know that there are just too many emotional triggers in my current place; that relocating is the best thing to do FOR ME. I don't really WANT to move. I love my current town. But I also know that I need to get some perspective and that is impossible to do where I am. So ... two days until the new place.
The truck thing is still bugging me. It bugs me because my first reaction is to protect myself. But as I've thought through this financially, there is no way for her to hurt me in all of this even if she has the truck. I'm not attached to any of our stuff. There's no reason to make her jump through hoops, other than to stall a bit, or do things when I'm ready. Sounds like me hanging on to a stupid rope for no reason.
