I am good...I want you to read what I posted to Alex yesterday...

"My friend I think you are correct...

I couldn't even begin to imagine life with a new person however that may be what the future holds...

It may be the same husband who is a new person or a new man all together however I will be a better person because of this...

I will be a stronger woman because of this...

I will be a better mother because of this...

I have more faith then I ever did before...

I have more strength then I ever thought possible...

I have inner peace and that came from within...

I have courage to face each day instead of hide from it...

I have the wisdom of the people who have been here longer then me...

I have the generosity of those same people who come here and share with me (and all of us) the ways I am doing right and the ways I am doing wrong...

I have the security of the love I receive from God...I also have his protection because he will never let me fall flat on my face...

In my heart, I know we will all be just fine."

This is how I need to feel each and every single day...I printed this out...My own words to throw in my own face when I get down a bit smile

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~