I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

Well.. He just said no. After all that.
If he already made his decision, why did he wait so long. AND he didn't come to me to tell me, I had to go ask him again?? It doesn't make any sense. He gave me false hopes, he should've told me no to begin with if he knew he was going to say no.

What do I do now? I put in the application by myself but I doubt that I'm going to get it because of my credit. I'm starting to spiral..