I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

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Thanks DMK:
I'll definitely check that out! thanks! I have dentists and I hate anything having to do with teeth..always scared me as a kid.

I'm feeling really down right now.
My other brother called me and wanted to talk about me moving to Btown and they really don't want me to do it. They have a problem with the rent amount, the fact that I'd be rooming with a guy, that I don't have a job, that I might hurt myself and mostly, that I'm going to find H. It makes me really sad. I feel like I'm being controlled and held hostage here.

They don't seem to understand that my need to move out is for my own survival. I know I won't make it if I stay here. Or It would take triple the amount of time to get better. I can't stay here anymore. And now I don't know what they're deciding, they won't give me an answer and I have to have that application in by today, I can't hold it off anymore as my potential roommate needs to know if I can move in or not. I don't want to make him wait anymore, it's not fair to him.

I keep asking and I keep saying that I need it today, and everyday is the same, "haven't done it." And after a week, he still hasn't done it and is having doubts. Couldn't he have told me that sooner instead of making me wait a week? I don't know what to do. He's a very scary and intimidating person and he gets angry very easily and everytime he talks to me, he has this horrible angry look on his face, ALWAYS. I can't stand it. I can never have a normal conversation with him. Never have actually. Its really sad. Anyway, I don't want to talk about it, it'll get me sad. I'm going to go ask him one last time. If he says no or doesn't know, I'm just going to have to email roommie back and back out