Originally Posted By: Orich
I'm sorry.
I will pray for you, and watch your posts here to see how you deal with this.
Advance thanks for the always-much-needed prayers.
Plan is to work on me, PMA and respond through this next/last phase lovingly towards the best friend I ever (once) had.
How I deal with it...well, we shall see. Next roller coaster.

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac