How do you wait this out?

[Golfgirl1]

I am waiting to hear about my teaching job for this year. I had my "dream" job handed to me in May and then when the 'bomb' dropped I had to call and ask for a reassignment. I'm a special education teacher and I wanted to teach more classes, so I was given a .5 SPED and a .5 lang arts position for this year...I was so excited, however I hadn't taught reg ed lang arts ever, so it was going to take the month of June to develop curriculum, and I didn't get that. So, I had to call HR and ask for a 1.0 in SPED and I don't know if that will happen. I told hubby I might only be able to work .5 and he would have to subsidize if necessary. He couldn't understand WHY I couldn't teach??? Do they really have no clue what they have done to us...really? My brain just wasn't/isn't working to the capacity it needs to be to switch to a new curriculum area. I just sent the principal an e-mail letting her know of my sitch (not the details). I feel so humiliated...another thing he STOLE from me.