But I saw the doubt in her mind, the hesitation. It exists. I DB and GAL and LRT, even to the point of people telling me to stop, it isn't worth the effort, she is already gone. But then I get those moments, those flashes of my W the way I remember her, loving, joyful, happy to be with me. Usually, they don't last long. But they are there, therefore I cannot give up trying.
That is it in a nutshell. No one can tell you to stop. You make your choice, one way or another, and you live your choice.
Recognize that you are choosing uncertainty, but know this, no one has any more guarantee than you do. Even the couples that think they have a guarantee do not. We all did at one point.
Butterfly wings. They exist and they are real.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
