Hey Dave, basically the judge is an idiot, he grants the order but then tells us to do our D swap in a public place, so he knows were gonna see each other. I'm gonna look up your stich, thanks for checking in on me
I got more crappy news today, basically I have some serious stomach problems(that's gotten much worse due to my stress) and may have to have major surgery to remove parts of my intestines. Hopefully it won't be that severe ,but I'm in a lot of pain, and now not just my heart but my body is hurting. Its scary cause Ive never dealt with anything like this without the W. It seriously breaks my heart. I feel like all the progress Ive made with myself emotionally has gone out the window. I hurt for her just as bad now, as the moment she left. I know legally she cant be there, but I hope she at least calls me. I should probably stop putting expectations on everything... of course I wish it were that easy. wow, its been a tough day.
