I spoke with a friend tifay
I think xH is really getting M saturday
this friend said the OW has a son who lives with her XH out of state
I didnt know that she is only 28, D with child

I am ok with all of it
xH is irrational, lying and worse than anytime Ive seen him during the crises
he is lower and he keeps digging himself in deeper
so he will M OW
then what? Happily ever after?
I dont think so
but I dont understand the need they both have to M
a second time for each of them
and XH is clearly a lunatic..even my brother who works with him says hes off the wall
so I pray for him
Im glad its not me right now
I dont want this man the way he is
I cant have him the way he was as he is no longer that man
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow