180's, "As if "and MC collide

[trrose]

Hi everyone, i need some advice. I find it is very tough to be doing 180s acting "as if" and then have to go to MC where i have to share my true feelings.

To give you some brief backfill. My wife wanted to go out with a girlfriend on Sat night instead of going to a family picnic. Usually i would get really pissed instead I told her to go and have fun...prior to me leaving with my son to the picnic, my wife asked me if i minded if she went..i replied that she should go.

In MC today during conversation the picnic thing came up and the MC was astounded that she would rather go out with a friend on Sat night then be with her husband and family...i admitted I was pissed off....my wife said i was a liar etc..

advice please! AM i supposed to be doing 180s in MC?