Hi Alex...

I am so happy to hear your oldest is doing well...

I am sorry to hear about the younger ones though...

My little one thinks his Dad is away for work but still cries every night for him...

Says his prayers and always asks for his Dads' safety and for him to return home soon...

I don't have the heart to break his right now so that is what I chose to tell him...

My oldest is just angry most of the time since Dad bailed and doesn't bother calling (twice in 17 days)...

I try to be there for them and spend as much time as I can helping them...

School starts soon so that may be a good thing - Take their minds off of all this smile

I get up everyday and hope today is the day that he pulls his head out of his you know what...

I go to bed at night praying tomorrow is a better day...

I am no longer disappointed though when it doesn't happen...

I am finally finding ways to occupy my mind.

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~