Haven't been around much, but reading the above, first of all, I echo what @Puppy said, but secondly, as bad as things are for you right now you sound SOmuch better to me than you did just two weeks ago. I just feel such a different mindset in your words... Notwithstanding the hand you've been dealt, I get the sense you are getting stronger by the day. That will serve you and those boys well, but don't be too proud to ask for help when you need it...
-AlexEN
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