LOL...No my friend, I couldn't have handled it all at once, I know I probably would have been broken beyond repair and you and Mac are right..
I do need the help of my brother right now however I don't need the crap...
I understand completely that no one agrees with the choice I have made - That is fine however do I really need to hear about it each and every single day? The answer is no...
We may not agree on the choices I have made however how many times do I have to say...It is my life, my choice? The answer is at least 3 times a day...And quite frankly I am tired of saying it...
I wish people would let me be...
Let me live with my choice and keep their traps shut...
They have stated their case, my mind isn't changing so leave it alone...
That would help me very very much...
This may help you...Thought about this when I read your post above about the waves crashing
"Even when devastating storms cut their terrible paths across your life, the peace & love that God puts within you can't be touched. He will never leave you & He will give you the strength and the courage to rebuild your life and look with hope to a brighter future."
Not sure who wrote it but I love it
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~