I think I felt my groove last night at the dinner party thing. W did not save a place for me to sit down next to her - no big deal. I went to the other end of the table - where there were a gaggle of women. I had my good stink on and was wearing (for the first time) a white linen shirt my W bought for me a while back. Flirted with the women on my end of the table (while W flirted with the married 70 somethin yr old man next to her). One woman next to me flirted back - and touched my shoulder.
Anyway, the point is for the first time in a while, a long while, I felt confident in a social setting. For the first time in a LONG while, I knew I looked good - working out is paying off. New cologne, new shirt. Yep.
I had lunch today with a friend, very good friend actually, who is my S's Godfather. He and his W are having some issues, but no one is talking about leaving. He is actually the one who needs changes from his wife.
