I just meant that I've realized I've been way too comfortable these last few years, and that it caused me to take my family for granted to some extent. I meant more that I need to be a little less complacent and work harder
Mac Attack! ...........
Ahhh - you got it - good man!
Been there, done that - bummer.
Do the best you can for yourself my friend. Take the good days and remember them on the odd bad ones.