No emotional, no physical attachement whatsoever... Also, it felt like prebomb era, where he would be chatty and happy with everyone else BUT me. He was borderline avoiding being alone with me, either that was for 2 minutes or 30 minutes. On the beach, in the room, at lunch...
He also told my GFs he tells everybody he knows, that are young parents, to focus on their R and spend time together etc...BUT he doesnt do that for us. He also said, he cant see himself leaving this job.
Coming to kiss me on his way out is a new trend of his. It's like he feels safe to kiss me since he is leaving... He was supposed to be relaxed and have some more jest to have a good time. Nope... A dead body around me, the perfect dad with the kids. Only I find that fake as well. You cant be our kids' good dad when you are driving this marriage to the end cause you "cant try". I am still furious. And last night I sent him an email saying I am sticking to my guns. No fake M for me. He is either in or out with all the consequences in not so good of a language. I just have to wait till 25/8 although I did question the use of that now as well... (except money of course). K
PS. He said he meant to buy the tickets for my GF and her kids travelling with me which was about 200 Euros but before he told me, she had already paid me back (we booked tickets online with my card). The same man, withheld 200 Euros from me to start getting his money back (that I asked for to pay my CC). Am I not worth the 200 as my GF does? He really is not stingy, on the contrary, he just does it with me as if "I can have anything I want anyway"... Grrrrr
3 painting orders waiting for me at my email. 150 euros... I guess I'll survive without him.
