Hang in there! I'm a bit flummoxed on being able to say anything in the way of advice or suggestions, but I'm keeping up with your sitch and popping in to let you know you're supported.
BTW, not like I'm in favor of copyright infringement or anything but have you considered searching the internet for bootleg digital copies of Michele's books or videos? Stuff on YouTube, torrents, etc? I believe you mentioned Amazon wouldn't send stuff to you?
There have got to be other ways to get your hands on the books - library? Would your library have a copy or maybe order them at your request? Online sellers of used books, buy a copy if you travel internationally, have one shipped to a friend elsewhere who can get it to you, etc. I'd even suggest having someone from here send you a copy and reimbursing them thru paypal, but if your post office is really that bad...?
Hang in there.
The trouble with having an open mind is that people put things in it.
My sitch - Divorce Busted! http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1804137#Post1804137
