K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

I am really tired today. I did not sleep well at all last night. I wonder if some of that is contributing to this today.

DW, I can quit talking about her. But I can't stop praying for our reconciliation which does require me to think about her each day. But outside of that, I can work on it.

My girls wanted to stay home today. D11 is still having issues with her time of the month. I had to tell them they can't stay home as I have to go to work.

In my mind I was thinking if me and W were together, we could work something out like we always did in the past. But I did not say anything out loud. It was just my thoughts.

Tonight me and D11 are going to cook dinner together. That should be fun. She is really taking to trying new things.

I'm really exhausted today. And of course it is gray and raining outside which doesn't help the mood.

Kevin