Had a nice COLD refreshing shower and have been working on some stuff. Waves of sadness come and go but I'm not going to let him get to me. The more I think about it, the more I question why I want him back. He doesn't want me. He doesn't want to know anything about my life. He ignores me. He just doesn't seem to care at all. I guess its easier to move on when he's being such a pr*ck. If he was emailing me constantly, it'd be much harder to get over him. Ok no more H talk. It's going to make me really sad.

Here are my goals for today:

1) Finish fixing up ebay items currently live

2) Go to the bank and deposit money

3) Ask B to finish cosigning papers and send in application today!!

4) Do Laundry (MUST MUST MUST MUST!!)

5) Find more things to put up on ebay.

6) Reward myself with an all natural fruit smoothie at Coffee shop down the road!


Me: 25 years young
H: 37
No Kids
M: almost 3 years (anniv coming up Sept 25th)
Together: 4years
Bomb: June 12th, 2009

**LOVE WILL FIND A WAY FOR TWO FOOLS IN THE RAIN**