I'm feeling like you today. I am coming up on 11 months of this and no sign at all of any hope as of last night. W could have cared less that I was even around. Its tough not to live in the what ifs. I'm doing it this morning. We have to pull ourselves out of this and remember what else we have to be grateful for and remember who is counting on us. Our kids definitely are. There is a lot to be joyful and thankful for.
This is just a dark period. It will get better. We just have to pull through it and there are some days that it literally takes everything we have just to make it through the day such as today. But we can do it.
Keep trying,
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...