Actually, it does make a sense, and I am moving in that direction, I can see that now. I was also way too tired, and need to check myself at the door when I am, not an excuse, just need to realize it, so I don't do it over and over..
I realized right after I called her that I should not have, probably would not have noticed that I did that a few weeks a ago.
The conversations we have been having lately have been friendly in tone/manner, etc. Even after she moved into the other room, dropped the box on the table to start packing her things, etc, I have been able to successfully keep that on track this past couple of weeks.
Even last night, we were friendly, she came back downstairs after giving d8 kiss goodnight, and I had half expected her not too, and I told her couple things about what d8 did while we were away, before she retired for bed..
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
