How do you wait this out?

[Golfgirl1]

I really need help getting strong and finding myself again. I am only in control of myself and my life, but I'm not doing too well with that. I feel like I've lost everything and I never had a chance to try and 'fix' it because I didn't know what he was thinking and what he needed that I wasn't providing in our marriage. Please! Somebody give me some strength to go on...