On Sunday, the boys and I went to my parents' house for the day. She called to tell me she'd be home around 4. I told her that if she'd like, she could come to my parents' for dinner. She said she'd call when she got back to let me know. At around 4 she called again to let me know she was home. I asked if she was coming. She said she would. She had been kinda avoiding my parents lately, but she decided to come. When she got there, she was in a good mood. We spoke pleasantly about our respective weekends. She brought up my birthday dinner with my folks. The four of us (Me, W and boys) went for a walk around the neighborhood. We went home around 7, and after putting the kids to bed, she went to the food store, I did the laundry. We kept talking, which we haven't been doing. FInally around 10 I went to bed, she waited for the dryer to be done and came in then. I was already asleep. So, whereas before we were avoiding each other, yesterday we talked a lot. No sarcasm or indifference in her voice. We didn't speak of Saturday morning's texts. She sees her IC this Tuesday. I don't know what will happen then. According to her, the IC is helping her move on. It was after seeing her IC last week that she sent me the letter. I see my IC this Thursday. The way I see it now, there is something there. No matter what happens now, I know there is something there, and I am going to fight for my marriage until I am satisfied that there is no longer any chance for it's survival.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
