WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

Just some more journaling of an odd day

I text her to let her know the boys were up like I usually do on Sun morning. She replied back about how tired she was as it was only 7:30 (we were talking till almost 1:30am last nite) and would be right over. She showed up around 8:30 and we chatted for a while and played with the boys before heading out for breakfast. She was acting all playful like last Sun.

During breakfast we joked and laughed and enjoyed our time together. From the outside observer, we were the perfect family. The boys were really doing a great job entertaining us and the tables around us with their playful antics. My wife was cold again so she snuggled against me again as she asked me to check if her butt was cold again.

After breakfast we went shopping for clothes (school clothes foe the boys and she needed fancier dress clothes for work). I saw some sexy low cut tops I suggested she try on. I also found a very small bikini top as well. She went into the dressing room to try on her clothes. When she found something she liked she came out to get my opinion. When she tried the items I picked out she came out to model them for me. She sent me a picture if her wearing the really small bikini top as it barely covered her nipples so she was embarrassed to come out.

We went home for lunch and put the boys to nap. We then went into the bedroom and she took off her shirt and bra and kissed. She took off her shorts but kept on her panties. When I tried to make it more, she stopped me

That's when it got weird

She said she didn't want to as she said she didn't feel that way about me. She said she was just trying to be nice like last weekend but was still frustrated about how I do things that make her frustrated

I told her I thought we had a good time last Sun. We talked about it for a bit and she seemed to really think about what we were talking about. She then said she thought our time together today was really nice. We continued to kiss with her in her panties but then the boys woke up.

We got dressed (I had taken off my shirt) and went to play with the boys until dinner time. She continued to be playful.

When it was time for me to pack to head out, she helped me fold my dress clothes and pants before she and the boys left

My 7 year old really had a hard time as she kept crying "daddy, daddy" as I told him I will see him on Thurs and can't wait to hear how his game on Tues goes. I also told him to call me anytime. My 3 year old was sad too but I don't think he really understood why I was going on my "trip"

My wife rolled down her window (a change from what she normally did) and gave me a kiss goodbye

She then sent me a text asking me to let her know when I got there, which I did

So I start my new job in about 4 hours

Life continues to move forward. Who knows what tomorrow brings......