K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

Thanks.

I went to get my kids tonight at W's house. I had prayed all day for a glimpse of the other side of the mountain to see a tiny fraction of what God is doing with this separation. He didn't show me. lol.

W was cold and distant and just acted as if she could care less that I was there. I asked her how she was doing and if there was anything I could do for her. She said fine and no. She gave me my mail and pretty much ignored for the most part. She was getting ready to go to a poker tournament. I asked her how the party was last night. She said good and they didn't get home til 3:30 am.

I finished packing the kids and they said good bye and I told W to have a good week. She said thanks and she will pick up the kids Wednesday which is her usual night to pick them up.

It was tough to stomach tonight. The Lord is teaching me something here. He is teaching me patience. That is the lesson I am taking from the interaction tonight.

For those of you who think that she does think about me. Whew, I think that is highly questionable. I hope you all are right. I am keeping my faith none the less that God is working behind the scenes and I am reminding myself that it is in his time and not mine.

Kevin