I still love my ex also, we can't help it! That's the way we are made I guess. You & I sound a lot alike.
Yes, that's the way we are made. - After all this time I am still amazed at how similar your sitch is to mine!
I have not been on the board for ages either but I am doing quite alright at the moment. I am still going out a lot and doing all kinds of things. I also received an e-mail from the dating platform I use regarding a singles club /social network in my area and my girlfriend and I tried it out last Friday. It has about 500 members and was not as bad as we thought – we had no expectations – LOL! We are also doing lots of other things together and hope that we will finally get to know some nice people.
I am still writing on the dating platform and am in touch with yet another guy. But I thought it will be the last time if it is another flop. I seem to go down cheeseless tunnels and will have to think of something else. I will try the social network club and see if I will meet somebody nice there. However, I noticed that I find the ladies to be nicer than the guys!
My XH has written often lately and is very pleased that he has a car. (Of course, he would be.) He even wrote that it was thanks to me he could buy it. He is telling me more about the things he does or intends to do and wrote that he hopes I am well. He has been much friendlier.
The weather is finally getting hot and lovely and I went swimming again today. Sometimes I get really mad at XH when I see all the others doing what we used to do in summer! I still ask myself how he was able to throw it all away and exchange his life for the one he has now. Oh well, I cannot change the past.
