he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

took son to the movies. talk about "pushing" myself, i literally was walking into the theatre and had to actually think the word "push" to be able to do it.

rough day. why exactly, i do not know, its no different than yesterday and yesterday i was ok.

i want to go to bed and start over tomorrow.

im nervous to see h tomorrow. not sure what will occur. he called before, i let son talk to him, i did not answer.