Live your life to the fullest and never doubt yourself. Listen to your gut instinct if you are not sure about something.
My situation is very, very old and I no longer maintain a thread here. I am very much divorced and living life to the fullest...
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.