Trying to stay strong

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Hi Mac, thanks for stopping by. and yes it does make sense, get myself in the best possible form and then use the 'tools' from there. Here's to working at staying 'in the zone' It would def make the rest easier to work at/practice.

There's probably a reason why his things are still there.

Yes thats true, however I think its just because he doesn't want to face the reality he has made and continues to 'run' from his problems not anything else positive....but that is complete mind reading! So will let that thought pass quickly.

I won't rush things(eventho 5 months doesn't seem like a rush, but I know its not my timeline), just need to keep working towards what is best for me. And I have been thinking about either moving or getting a roommate in to help pay for things. Part of me not wanting to do that is bc I'll have to force him to come remove everything or just sort it out myself. But I can't live in fear of what if's, I have to do what is best for me. So for now Patience

I just rearranged my living room! A friend helped me do the heavy stuff. I have been wanting to do that since H & I first moved in here and rearranged things. I am so glad I did it. Wouldn't think it makes such a difference but it does!

I got some really cute pics emailed to me today of my niece and nephew. I can't wait til I go to visit my family. only 3 weeks away now!!

Ok need to keep the PMA going into the week now. Focus on work and keeping busy GAL.